What to Do When We Can’t Do Anything

By Matt Dawson

In the past several months, unless you’ve been living under a rock, you have no doubt been reading headlines concerning ISIS, radical Islamists, and the brutality happening in the Middle East.  It has been the source of conversations, social media arguments, SNL satire, and personal pain for the families connected to victims and soldiers currently serving in this part of the world.

As Christians, sometimes we “jump on the bandwagon” of whatever position and opinion we somewhat align with, with little regard to how this represents or reflects our life of faith.

What are we supposed to do?  What are we supposed to say?

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Message Follow Up | God’s: Part 3 – God’s Plan

By Matt Dawson

Everything we have is God’s…

Everything we have is ours to manage and enjoy as we bless others.

This really is the best way to recap our last series.  We need to get to a place in our lives that we understand God’s PURPOSE in why He has blessed us, remember that God’s PROVISION is all that we need to have faith in, and that if we follow God’s PLAN, He promises that we will EXPERIENCE TRUE LIFE!
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009 The Journey Online Podcast | A Conversation on Grace and Truth w/ Journey Staff

The Journey Online Podcast

If you hang around the Journey staff for any length of time, you’ll notice that we LOVE to talk.  If you get us going on something we’re all interested in, we can really dig into some good stuff.  We wanted to take the dynamic of a conversation like that and bring it to the podcast.

In this episode, we gathered some of our staff together to discuss their thoughts on the relationship between grace & truth.  Most people have strong opinions one way or the other on this issue, but as you’ll hear in the conversation, this isn’t such a clear cut issue.

009 The Journey Online Podcast | A Conversation on Grace and Truth w/ Journey Staff

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What’s In This Episode?

  • What is your starting point on Law vs. Grace? (1:30)
  • Why is this one of the more important issues for a follower of Jesus to understand? (5:15)
  • What areas do we struggle with this in the Church? (13:35)
  • Where do you personally struggle with this issue? (21:35)
  • Final Thoughts? (33:20)

Links from Episode:

Message Follow Up | God’s: Part 1 – God’s Purpose

By Matt Dawson

Everything We Have is God’s…

This is the foundational truth we needed to understand yesterday as we started this conversation.  The idea of ownership vs stewardship, to release and fight the natural drift of our hearts to CONTROL and enjoy the freedom of managing the blessing of God in our lives for the sake of others.

“Everything we have is ours to manage and enjoy as we bless others.”

It’s amazing to me that so many parents still struggle with understanding God’s purposes in Stewardship when we all have living, breathing, everyday examples of it in our own homes.

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Message Follow Up | Fracture: Part 4 – Living A Bigger Story

By Matt Dawson

So how do we fit what we know of Abraham, our first father in the faith, into this new way of looking at things?  If Abraham, by what he did for God, got God to approve him, he could certainly have taken credit for it.  But the story we’re given is a God-story, not an Abraham-story.

Romans 4:1-3 (MSG)

A few weeks ago, I asked a few of our leaders at Journey WHY they think we struggle to abandon the story of our own lives and step into the Greater GOD-Story that He wants to use our fractures to help write.  Here were some of their answers:

  • Apathy/Complacency
  • Pride
  • Unaware of the Bigger Picture (can’t see it)
  • Lack of Confidence
  • Fear of Risk and Failure
  • Don’t Know How to Connect Our Calling into His Story
  • Busyness and Lack of Control
  • Laziness and Entitlement
  • FEAR

I think one of the greatest tactics of the enemy (who comes only to steal, kill, and destroy) is to convince us that our fractures MOVE US FURTHER AWAY from the Greater Story that God is writing in our lives.


God often wants to leverage our fractures as a new beginning to launch us into a much bigger story than what we have been currently living.  We cannot allow our fractures or fear to keep us from stepping into that greater story.

I hope that you have enjoyed the conversation in our church over the last few weeks about the fractures in our lives.  My prayer is that you continue the conversation in your life groups and with others in your lives.

If you are experiencing a fracture TODAY, I pray that you will choose HOPE and not despair.

If you’ve been struggling to deal with a past fracture and think that it has moved you further from God, say a prayer today and choose HOPE.  God is NOT finished with you yet!

In John 10:10, Jesus said “I’ve come to give life and life to the full.”  May we wake up every morning on purpose and choose to live in His greater story!

My Fracture Story | A Broken Heart Following God

By Matt Dawson

Fractures seem to come exactly when you’ve stepped away from God and decided to live life on your own terms. 

However, some fractures come when you’ve turned towards God, completely surrendered your life to him and devoted yourself to His service full time.  That’s exactly when one of my biggest fractures happened.

Tracie and I got married when we were 18 & 19 years old.  By the grace of God and a good foundation built on a long distance friendship, we managed our first several years pretty well.  Between the both of us, one of us was in school for the first 6 years of our marriage.  We always wanted to start a family, but we really didn’t feel the need to rush. We felt like our first kid by 30 was a good goal.

However, around age 28, Tracie had fallen victim to the baby bug, and we felt like it was time.  Like most folks, we felt that this was a simple thing to do (get pregnant), and really had no concerns. 

However after several months of NOT seeing any results from our “trying”, we were getting discouraged.  We got checked out, and our doctor put us on some medicine to help us along.  We were living life by our schedule and praying that God would help us in our goals to start our family.

Coincidentally, this was around the same time in our stories when I was feeling called by God to consider full-time ministry.  This was a big deal for me.  I mean, I was NEVER going to work for a church. 

However, during the Christmas of 2000, I felt God move in such a way that it was undeniable. He was asking me to stop holding back and surrender it ALL to Him and move into full-time ministry.  We decided that I would accept a full time position as a worship pastor in a small church in Hickory.  We were so excited.  God was responding to our surrendered hearts with blessing after blessing.  Right after we accepted the job, we found out WE WERE PREGNANT!!! 

I will never forget feeling like we were right in the middle of God’s will and that His favor was being poured out on us.  We carried around the pictures from our 7-week ultrasound and were so happy that God was answering our prayers as we stepped into this new adventure of ministry. 

We had only been at the church for a few weeks when we were close to the 10-week mark, so we decided to let our new church family hear the great news.  It was like a scene in a movie.  I’m pretty sure balloons might have even fallen.

Then, we experienced our fracture.

In the week after, my wife and I were standing in front of our doctor looking at an ultrasound of a 7-week old baby that more than likely never grew another day after we had originally heard the heartbeat. 

We were devastated.  We mourned the loss of life that we had prayed to God for.  We struggled through the conversations with family, friends, and a new church family.  We couldn’t believe that what most new parents all fear had actually just happened to us.  I was never sold on the un-comforting words like “lost pregnancy,” because I’ve always believed that life happens at conception and that a 7 week-old real life had been lost before it’s time.  This killed us.

Even though this is a common experience for many and even though many tried to comfort us with kind words (some stupid words and cliches as well), it did little to console us.  I won’t speak for how Tracie fully handled this fracture, but for me, it was a testing of my faith. 

I couldn’t believe that this is how God treats those who surrender to His work.  There was NO OTHER PERSON to be angry with.  As far as I was concerned, God was to blame, and it was unjust, hurtful, and there was no explanation that would have satisfied me in that moment.

Sometime over the next few months, a set of verses kept coming to mind and in different things I was reading:

Oh, the depth of the riches of the wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable his judgments, and his paths beyond tracing out!  “Who has known the mind of the Lord? Or who has been his counselor?”  “Who has ever given to God, that God should repay them?”  For from him and through him and for him are all things.  To him be the glory forever!  Amen.

Romans 11:33-36

At first, they were NOT encouraging words.  I was still so fixed on the pain and the hurt I was feeling that I could not see the truth of these verses.  To be honest, I wanted God to OWE ME.  I wanted to feel that my sacrifice to enter full-time ministry was WORTH SOMETHING to God. 

That somehow, I would get a pass on some things in life.  I wanted answers even though I knew that no answer would satisfy me.  I definitely didn’t want to hear about how “His ways are higher than mine.”

But over time, the truth of these words began to bring HOPE to my heart.  That God doesn’t make mistakes.  That He is larger than my pain and hurt and that He was helping me not only bear the weight of my grief but was beginning to help heal my heart. 

My faith began to grow again when I began to understand that ALL THINGS (including that 7-week-old life) are FROM HIM and FOR HIM.  The fact that God didn’t OWE ME ANYTHING and that He loves me more than I could possibly imagine is what was going to help me through my fracture.

We all experience HOPE at different times and through different means during our fractures.  For me, I began to write a song.  These words continued to form within me and pour out of me as I began to taste HOPE.  Here are some of the lyrics I wrote.


I live in two worlds, at opposite extremes
And your light helps me find my way
I don’t always know, what the light will shine through
And I don’t comprehend , the full sight
I know that You are good, and You see my pain
I know that You are there, but sometimes


You’re a mysterious mystery that my eyes can’t see
Your ways are higher than my ways, and yet I’m longing for the day,
To see your glorious glory, and your majestic majesty
And one day the world will see and bow a knee
But while I’m here, sometimes…you’re a mysterious mystery.


I try to understand, all Your ways and plans
and I feel so helpless in this world
But I’m in Your arms, that’s where You want me
I’m surrendered to Your will
I look for explanations, in between the lines
and I know that they are there, but sometimes…


You’re a mysterious mystery that my eyes can’t see
Your ways are higher than my ways, and yet I’m longing for the day,
To see your glorious glory, and your majestic majesty
And one day the world will see and bow a knee
But while I’m here, sometimes…you’re a mysterious mystery.

Hope for me poured out in a song to God.  I’ve never actually sang this song in church or for anyone else for that matter.  It was sung over and over from my heart to God’s heart, and the more I chose to sing it, the more the absolute HOPE of Jesus returned to me.

There is ABSOLUTELY NO FRACTURE that Jesus cannot help us bear, help us heal, and completely redeem!



007 The Journey Online Podcast | A Look Inside the Fracture Series w/ Matt Dawson

The Journey Online Podcast

At Journey, we’re currently in a series called Fracture: Finding Hope in the Pain, which is about better understanding how our personal choices and circumstances effect our stories.  Its been obvious that this series is really reaching a lot of people as everyone has experienced a fracture at some point.

In this episode, Zack DeBerry talks with our lead pastor Matt Dawson about the series in general, what we really mean by “fracture,” as well as whether one can truly find hope in any kind of pain.  

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Message Follow Up | Fracture: Part 1 – Fractured Stories

Fracture – Finding Hope in the Pain: Part 1 – Fractured Stories from Journey Church on Vimeo.

By Matt Dawson

In the many stories that fill our lives, everyone experiences pain.  Everyone goes through moments when a FRACTURE happens and it’s painful at a soul-level.

A Fracture is a soul-depth crack or break in our story, caused by our individual decisions or compounded by our external circumstances.

Every Fracture has a Purpose… an opportunity for DESPAIR or HOPE. 

The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.

John‬ ‭10‬:‭10‬ NIV

Jesus comes to bring us Life to the Full.  The Enemy comes to steal, kill, and destroy us.  To know this, doesn’t lessen the pain or make that fracture go away any faster.

We understand that in every fracture, there is either a purpose to take us out and flatline our story or an opportunity for God to bring HOPE to that pain. 

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Message Follow Up | We Can’t Stay Here: Part 3 – We Have to Go

We Can’t Stay Here: Part 3 – We Have to Go from Journey Church on Vimeo.

by Matt Dawson

Ready . . . Get Set . . . Go – NO

Go . . . Get Set . . . Ready – YES

What an amazing weekend we had together as a church looking at what God wants to do among us.  It takes steps of faith, going when He calls us to GO, praying for discernment along the way, and getting ready for God to do what only He can do.

However, this is not just a way to try and force God to act on our behalf.  We have to be clear about what GOD is calling us to do.  We can jump off a cliff with all the faith in the world that God will make a way for us, but IF HE DIDN’T CALL US TO JUMP OFF THE CLIFF, then we are facing a hard lesson when we hit bottom.

So, how can we be sure of what God is calling us to do? 

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005 The Journey Online Podcast | We Can’t Stay Here w/ Matt Dawson

The Journey Online Podcast

2014 was an awesome year for Journey Church, but 2015 is positioned to be even greater!  God has done some big things over the past few years, but we’re excited about what God is going to do in the next few.

In this episode, Zack DeBerry talks with Matt Dawson about our series We Can’t Stay Here, about the vision for Journey Church, and especially answering several “Whys” behind some of the mile-markers of our vision.

005 THE JOURNEY ONLINE PODCAST | We Can’t Stay Here w/ Matt Dawson

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